April 17, 2008

  • 6 months...

    it'll be 6 months soon.(well, in another month or so)
    i'm starting to feel .......nervous?..  unsure?.....
    what's wrong with me?
    why is a long term relationship so hard?
    why is it that my heart longs for love, for a lasting relationship...
    yet i always feel the need to leave, the desire to escape, the fear of committment?
    he's great... the sweetest i've ever had...
    but....
    .......

    we'll see, i guess.