Facebook has an awesome honesty box feature:  "People who choose to have an Honesty Box on their profile can get
messages from anyone that has access to their profile. These messages
are anonymous. That means you will never find out who wrote on your
Honesty Box. It's fun because you can find out things people think
about you that you wouldn't otherwise."

I've gotten some really interesting, and sometimes degrading, messages on Facebook.

Now that Xanga has anonymous commenting, I want an honest (yet anonymous) comment/criticism from you.  Constructive criticism is preferred, but not required.  

Come on, Xanga, do your worst.

None of the fireworks photos came out that well, so here are some photographs I took while waiting for the fireworks.
This camera really sucks...

Awaiting Sundown

Bay Bridge and Crane As Sun Sets

... or so I thought. 

Usually lesbian couples aren't that great looking.  One of them might be pretty/cute, but the other one is "manly" looking and... not that nice looking. 

But I just saw the hottest Asian lesbian couple EVER on Bart.  OMG.  *drools*

and i still can't sleep. 
i think i need some sleep medication. that'll knock me out...
i wonder whether it's possible to wake up, take more, and continue sleeping for days...

One word Quiz

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think.......

1. Where is your cell phone?                           Desk.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?                        Sad.
3. Your hair?                                                  Messy.
4. Your mother?                                              Dunno.
5. Your father?                                               Working.
6. Your favorite thing?                                    Books.
7. Your dream last night?                                Forgot.
8. Your favorite drink?                                     Varies.
9. Your dream car?                                        STi.
10. The room you're in?                                   Pink.
11. Your ex?                                                     Sad.
12. Your fears?                                                Loneliness.
13. What do you want to be in 10 years?            Lover.
14. Who did you hang out with last night?          Roommate.
15. What you're not good at?                           Happiness.
16. Muffins?                                                   Yuck.
17. One of your wish list items?                        Love.      
18. Where you grew up?                                   Nowhere.
19. The last thing you did?                               Type.
20. What are you wearing?                               Ring.
21. What aren't you wearing?                           Smile.
22. Your pet?                                                   None.
23. Your computer?                                         Slow.
24. Your life?                                                  Waste.
25. Your mood?                                              Restless.
26. Missing?                                                   Dog.
27. What are you thinking about right now?        Breakups.
28. Your car?                                                  CRV.
29. Your work?                                                Seeking.                        
30. Your summer?                                            Sad.
31. Your relationship status?                            Confused.
32. Your favorite color?                                    Black.
33. When is the last time you laughed?             Today.
34. Last time you cried?                                   Daily.
35. School?                                                      Lazy.

1. It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

2. There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go.

3. You will know when you really love someone when you want him to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it.

4. If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reason he just couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.

5. There are some things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind; but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, but rather it is the beginning of a new life.

6. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all that he or she has.

7. Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.

8. Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?"  "I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting that girl go..."

9. You'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello!" from that person can bring the broken pieces back.

10. When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end.

11. Just a thought: what would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?

12. Every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step towards finding you.

13. It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be.

14. Love? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there.

15. If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" to get "HURT." But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U."

16. Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart. If it doesn't, be content that it grows in you.

17. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone. But it takes a lifetime to forget someone you have grown to love.

I was trying to decide what to do for this Fourth of July when it came to me: I should be alone, completely alone.  This is my first time watching the San Francisco/Bay Area fireworks display.  I'm usually watching it with family or friends in LA.  This time, I want to do something different.  This time, I want to change.

Some people can't enjoy being alone.  They can't eat alone, watch a movie alone, or travel alone.  I like it.

What better way to celebrate Independence Day, than to be independent?

i kept having nightmares because i wasn't living my life to the fullest.
i feel better now that i've moved and i'm actually doing something.  i have less nightmares now.

Anyone know where I can get some bananas foster in California?
I really, really want some.

Awesome movie!  Go watch it!